Two Pages Of Life

Had a dull weekend in many ways but found time for myself .Sat for hours together thinking where I stand in the modern world of  unstability and fear . What I am doing and where I will be in next 6 months or so . Life has ups and down like a rola costa ride but it is not a ride . It is struggle of today for tomorrow . Being true to myself was most difficult part of day .

People tend to make one decision from heart  but  are forced to take other decision due to surrounding . Real is very far from reel life where one can say "wohi karo jo dil ko sahi lagta hai " .

Life has changed a lot in last 30 days . Many people have changed or may be I have changed . Difficult to decide. Things which were day to day activity once have become sweet memories now . Every night starts with thinking about today and morning brings a totally new surprise , sometimes good sometimes bad .

Life is though not so difficult , with few close people around you it gives many moments of smile . Phone was the most significant invention for the modern era . It makes me feel I am not so far from my family and loved ones. The best thing that has happened to me in last 30 days is a routine life . I sleep around 11 or 12 and get up on time . It's no more attending meetings at night 1 or 2 . But I still love to stay back home . It's more like hoping the life becomes convinient as per my requirements . Remembering the words of Great Galib Saheb

"bas ki dushwaar hai har kaam ka aasaan hona,
aadmi ko bhi mayassar nahin insaan hona"

Finished long list of movies sitting on weekend . There are two good things about staying alone , first is you need time to know yourself  and second you learn to be independent . This blog is the result of first one. Hope this habit continues . At times words are less to express the feeling  and I seem to have stuck there. The happiest moment of this week was getting the news that my sweet little Bhanji is getting married . It was great to see her growing up . Apart from that there was nothing special or exicting about weekend .Completed 6 years of job over weekend . It gave a mixed emotions , more sorrows and less joy . At times it feels that life till school and college was best but again it's life and it goes on .  New week has started with new hopes , new challenges and uncertainity .

Wishing a great week ahead to all of you ... see you guys next week ..

--Vyom